Future,

To place myself in the hands of possibilities is frightening given the fact that I am 30 years old & fear of dying alone.

I desire no pity, just an honest search for a deep connection with someone real in the context that you know who you are and understand I'm a man of past mistakes fighting for what you could be... My future.

I have a lot of love when it comes to the world as my lack of experience has fostered a great ball of appreciation for life in general. I'm the furthest thing from judgmental as life is meant to be lived and it is experience that shapes great people.

I need my thoughts to be provoked as well as my talent to be explored. I'm fully aware and believe that anything can be done despite my current circumstance I wish to build something solid with someone capable of tolerating physical distance for a while.

With that being said, I hope that I have said something that has allowed you to see me, rather than my circumstances, so please don't allow any insecurity, age, race, religion and or weight to hinder our possibilities as you may be my future...

In closing, "stay young but mature at heart..."

Honestly yours,

Jamal